MRs Routine

[mr1982]

With this sudden increase in chest size, and probably swelling from AF coming, I am almost filling these B Cups - the pushup one I have is just about full, but to be honest I don't really like the way it makes me look - its almost like I am slightly too big - perhaps its from not wearing anything padded in almost a year!!! Its not an unnatural look, but I just don't care for the size it makes me look, measuring its only about a C cup, I think. I am very pleased with the natural (enough padding so as not see the temp ) B bra I have, and I am wondering if I really want to be much bigger then a B, like I might not want to make a C. I just don't know if I am ready or even want that size...........I thought it would like nice on my frame would at least balance out my rear, but I just don't know.................... I am so confused now its not funny
I always thought I wanted a bigger size, but the reality is as I get closer to achieving it, I am now panicked (s?) that I might not really like that size after all and now I am stuck with a bigger size!!! *deep breaths*

Boy! do I ride some emotional roller coaster or what

[lisab]

Hi - newbie here. Just want to say I know what you mean! After nursing for years and years, I deflated to a AAA. After massaging, I have swelled to an A cup (probably not permanent). Yesterday, I filled my push up A bra and thought to myself " Geesh! B must be HUGE! Maybe I just want to be a small B"! Was that really me talking? I can't even remember what it like to have my B cup!

Anyway, congrats on your growth! Yes, it's an emotional rollercoaster!

[mr1982]

Went out and bought two more B cup bras. So now I have three as opposed to one and a pushup one which I hardly wear as I am quite uncomfortable currently. I still have my A's just in case I shrink although I am really hoping not too. There is just something about getting new underwear

Boobs still hurt, though AF came and relieve some of the intesity of it. Everything is bearable again.

I am also back to being a little bit nauseous, and have started doing some dry massages to help combat that, but so far not much luck. Its mainly in the morning, and by mid afternoon its cleared up.

Oh and one more thing - I have pimples - bad. It kinda just appeared overnight, and it looks terrible. I always get one or two right before/during my period, but this is like 10 with some fresh ones starting. I am using all the facial washes as recommended, have not had any offending foods that usually cause it and yet its not helping.

Also slightly bloated - I know I said one more thing, but these things just keep coming to me.............

And while I am at it, just a note for anyone keeping tabs: cellulite has lessened, but still there. I think at this point its not leaving, but taking up permanent residence on my thighs. This doesn't bother so much as it had, but still bothers me a little.

Still up in the air on size - I think I will wait a little longer and see how things grow and judge from there..................

[Wenonae]

" ...know I said one more thing,.. "

K, let's c what's the minor adjustment maybe needed at this point.

For nausea: there's a spiritual impedance that I can help with (I'll need to pick up some spiritual voicemail for you...check your PMs).

For pimples: you break out b4 you're about to do another serious growth spurt for walls. The wash isn't effective at this point, but good ole (strong smelling) tea tree oil will be. Just spot treat the new and old locations. It smells like pine, feels like alcohol when you apply (may sting a litle), but you wake up the next more and pimples crumple under its application.

Bloats: due to another danged spiritual issue. It's a impedance (will slow you down, but not stop) also. I'm able to give a hand w/ that also. [DONE]

Cellulite: Whew..this one is just a phys issue. No for skin brushing, cellulite lotion, or coffee wrap. Yes for sitting in salt bath (using 1.25cups MIN of a mix like this www.vitacost.com/Masada-Dead-Sea-Mineral-Bath-Salts ) for 15 minutes, 2 different days (days should be within 7 days of each other). The bath can be done at any time during the day. What this will do is loosen the "goods" . Then 1-2 days later, skin brush upward for a min 10 strokes each leg in prob areas and things should start looking good.

Wen'

[mr1982]

I have to share this story, only because it shows how far I have come. I just got in from picking up some things my husband ordered. At the shop is a lady that I have always wondered if she had implants - she is probably in her mid to late 40's, and has skin that is smoother and tighter then mine, a smaller waist and overall size but huge bOObs. Today she was wearing a low cut shirt, which is the first time I have ever seen her wear anything that low, and you could tell for sure she had implants as you could see the ridge when she moved a certain way, other then that they look beautiful, and very natural (not hard) except they are bigger then her frame. Anyway to get to my point. For the first time, I was not conscience of my small size, even in a shop full of guys. I didn't feel embaressed or blush or anything. I actually FELT like a woman (i know it sounds tacky). I know boobs aren't everything, but just having the little I have now, and knowing that they are perky and full, has made me so self confident its unreal. I just felt like I could walk a little taller because I feel so good about myself, even standing next to someone who is a DD, smaller then I am and looks pretty good for her age. Even knowing that I have cellulite all over my butt and thighs

I don't know how to explain it other then ;D

I want to be careful, I am not saying that you can't feel this with no or smaller boobs, because I am positive you can, lots of women achieve this. For me its been 6 years of knowing I had boobs but they seemed to have disappeared. I would be pretty confident in saying that right now I am about my pre-pregnancy size, if not slightly bigger and that makes me feel good about myself, probably why I am having a hard time dealing with should I or shouldn't I go on...............I think right now my new goal is achieving a full B, and then I will re-evaluate.

I am wearing my new bra , and have only a little bit of room left to grow in it, probably 1/4 cup I think, or perhaps if I were to gain any top, then it might be just a smidge from being full, but def. too big for the Acup in this brand again I want to walk around like this ;D no just keep fingers crossed that in three more days it doesn't all deflate

[mr1982]

Wen ~ anything else for cellulite other then taking a bath? believe it or not, but I hate taking a bath. Partly because it seems like as soon as I get in the tub everybody needs me, and partly because I seriously don't enjoy it.

[Wenonae]

Sure- lemme check into 2nd and 3rd best alternatives. Get back to you later.


Wen'

[Wenonae]

• Alternative #2: Very, very hot shower which really hits problem areas for 2 minutes then afterwards towel dry immediately apply a slurry mix covering problem areas (Make up mix; let mix marinate for 2 days before use. Mix= 1c food grade aloe vera, 10drops lime eo like www.wildroots.com/lime-oil-fl-oz-p-1262.html and 4 caps of Pycnogenol pulverized by a hammer like www.vitacost.com/Source-Naturals-Pycnogenol-75-mg-60-Tablets. Let it sit on problem areas for 5 minutes MIN. You can wipe off or rinse off after then) at the lime again.
  
  
• Alternative #3: DO NOTHING (fades away 98.5% in 210 days)

Wen'

[mr1982]

:DHa Ha I love step #3 well except that 210day part, kinda makes me wonder if this all might just be a side effect from the RC, SP or FG. And in 210 more days I shouldn't be doing NBE anymore - hopefully, seems like I have one heck of time growing boobs.

Oh, crap ~ I shouldn't type and eat, I just splattered red sauce all over my screen and my WHITE shirt.

I'll work on that cream/lotion/marinade. I actually have everything but that pulverized stuff. Yes I even found lime at the store - in my defense the produce guy said that they had run out and had been waiting for a shipment, so that might explain why I wasn't able to find it

Thanks Wen - you're great

[Wenonae]

Holy crud- you're doing the SP?!! LOL. My dear..you need to drop that likes it's hot.
Your BE list only needs the RC and fenugreek. SP didn't slow BE, but it did BRING ON THE CLUMPS!!

If you stop the SP like TODAY- then your cellulite- gone in 70 days DOING NOTHING!! ;d Or 1 day doing that slurry mix above and brushing 1 day will get it gone in 21 days or so.

Wen'

[mr1982]

Hmm - I am pretty sure I am only taking the SP (saw palmetto) because it was originally recommended.......I think.........let me go find the thread, yup here it is:

beboard.proboards107.com/index.cgi?board=general&action=display&thread=3952

If I was supposed to drop it anytime along the way, I must have missed the memo oh well, can't do anything about it now.

It works out anyway, as I am down to my last day with that bottle and just haven't gone out to get more.

So just so I am sure I should now just take the RC and Fenugreek, and drop the SP.....................

[Wenonae]

Yeah..I was trying to find the memo myself for like the little routine format I've been posting of recent. I never laid down the whole- use this for this cycle, etc. for you. Ooo-la-la.

Well!! here's the official memo (ahem..that I hadn't sent out).
Yes, only Fenu and RC continuing forward now. SP was not contributing as of 2.8months ago. Time to save a little dinero and swallowing.

Rest of routine from today:
Cycle 6- RC 2400mg, Fenu 1g
Cycle 7- RC 2400mg, Fenu 1.5g
Cycle 8- RC 2400mg, Fenu 1g
Drop all herbs at end of cycle 8.

You've got 2cups filling in over the next 5.1months (yes..2 mos after u stop the herbs).

Wen'

[mr1982]

not sure what happened, but I know I reported this before ~ my boobs seemed to have shrunk, but not. Its really weird, they aren't as perky as they had been all month, but they aren't really smaller per se. They look smaller, and feel less full, and also have this "flattened" look about them, but my new bras are still fitting beautifully, so I am just going to go off my new bras.

Since AF started, have not had any boob pains whatsoever, which to be honest is kinda nice, but I have these blasted headaches, which are normal during this time. I don't which is worse, boob pain or head pain - they actually rate about the same.

[mr1982]

Monthly Measurement Update:
Bust: With Bra: 34
Without Bra: 33.35
Below Bust: 29
Weight: 125 +/-

Last Measurments noted were on July 21st - 33 without bra

Previous Measurements were June 17th:
Bust: With Bra: 33.25
Without Bra: 32.5
Below Bust: 28.5
Weight 118

So I have gained some weight as well. I am pretty sure its not in my chest area, and is all in my butt and thighs, as my pants are the only thing I have had to get new ones of, other then my recent bra adventure. I don't mind the weight gain. I am at the point that I should be for my height and age, and I feel better/healthier, and as conceited as it sounds, my stomach is still flat. You don't understand how important this is to me, almost as important as my boobs. I just now need to work on toning my legs, thats my only problem, I am starting to jingle.

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The boobs are hurting again. The pains started back up about 2 days after my last post and have been holding pretty steady.
As mentioned I dropped the S.P. and have increased the RC by one more pill to make the recommended dose. Other then being extremely moody, I have had no other adverse reactions. I think that if my moods don't taper off in another day or so, I will drop the extra pill and just stick with the dose I have been taking.

Have noticed a trend. The first half of my cycle, I feel alot of lobes, and then get kinda soft right before my period. I am back to the first half where I feel alot of lobes.
Also back to feeling nauseous again, but only in the morning.

Pimples have subsided a little, but am still breaking out, which is really unusual. I can handle one or two at a time though so I am not complaining.
I have lost all food cravings and actually walk around NOT hungry. Everything looks great, until I have to eat it, and then its not appealing.

Thats all I have to say.

[Wenonae]

"That's all?"

Jingles and wiggles on legs will soon transport to boobies (what's not going to just go away from being cellulite). After you stop BE- you'll drop down to about 120 np. Also after stopping fenu- headaches will be a thing of the past; unfort it's just a necessary evil to grow the boobies.

Glad you're seeing some numbers diff. It'll continue on for a few more inches

Wen'