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Post by mr1982 on Sept 2, 2008 6:20:32 GMT -5
Boobie pains if possible are even worse then I have ever mentioned before. There are times I actually just want to claw my chest apart from all the sensations. They are really intense  . My joy of standing under the shower, is now no longer a joy as my boobs are so sensitive that the water actually hurts. I have no relief right now. The advil is helping a little, but not much. All my little lobes have turned hard and tender, which is why I think the shower doesn't work right now. It hurts to have anything on/touch them. When I get the chance I'm going to read back through all my notes and see if this is a reoccuring pattern as well,( the hard lobes.) I seem to recall having written about it before.......hmmm? |
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Post by Wenonae on Sept 2, 2008 9:12:50 GMT -5
Hmmm. Gee willickers. I know I recall the "pain" of using RC..seems this is going on for a longer while. Mine was like 4.5mos. Back down on a pill of RC- pain will reduce, BE might take a bit longer- but it may be worth it for the pain reduction. But!, this is the last cycle for this kind of pain. Rest will be itchies. Go from can't touch 'em..to can't stop touching 'em.  You may want to try putting a cool towel on them vs. the hot water. That'll be more soothing. Yep, recall your talking about lobes before. Yep totally concur with that. Yep you're quite on target.  Wen' |
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Post by mr1982 on Sept 10, 2008 7:51:55 GMT -5
I went ahead and dropped back on the RC. The pains were just too intense for me. Still battling quite a bit of soreness - I am to the point that my kids heads are about my boob level and when they come up and hug me, it feels like they are slamming into me each time and its all I can do not to pull away from them, because they don't understand. I now have rice boobs, which feels a little better then a bean bag that has been overally filled  I am faced with a decision now. I just opened my last bottle of RC and I know it will not last the next two cycles, I'll probably need one more bottle after this. So my decision is, do I order another bottle, or just go ahead and stop at the end of this bottle, and stay at where I am right now, with the exception of a little more gains. I am back to my original thoughts of do I really want to be any larger, because I am extremely happy with being this B, just would like a little more filling in the bra area. The other thing is I have all these clothes that I love, and really don't want to have to replace. Some I would need to with alarger size, as even with this size they are a tad snug, others would be allright..........................I never thought that this would be a problem for me, but for some reason it is.  |
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Post by Wenonae on Sept 10, 2008 9:29:30 GMT -5
Hee. Nice problem to have at this point (abt size and all). My two cents...just finish up the bottle you have using the lower dose. You'll end up about 1.6c increase. You'll still increase in size for another cycle after you stop swallowing pills, but when you settle (decrease 3 months after stopping pills), you'll be at 1.3c increase. If you ever decide you want more...you can do BE for 3months or so and get the last bit of gains. Wen' |
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Post by mr1982 on Sept 21, 2008 14:29:42 GMT -5
No new news to report.
I have decided that I will go ahead and order a new bottle of RC. I have been thinking about it for a while, and feel as though this is probably my best alternative, as I know once the herbs are out of my system they will shrink back down a little. I like the size I am at, but still without a bra, they are "small" looking, and I am still not quite filling the B bras, but am too large for an A size in the brands I like. Not to sound greedy but I would rather settle at 1.6cups instead of 1.3 cups, and if I can make another month (after this bottle) instead of having to start again and go three months without problems, then its just easier for me to do it all at one shot.
Have broken out again in these nasty pimples, and have itchy/tingly boobs instead of achy sore boobs at the moment.
I don't have rice boobs anymore, they are more like raisin boobs, but they aren't overly filled, so I think it makes them more comfy.
Still battling headaches so I can't wait until they are gone for good. Back to having odd food cravings too, so perhaps that is another good sign.
As I said these are all old signs repeating themselves, nothing new to report. Just taking notes.
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Post by Wenonae on Sept 21, 2008 21:28:28 GMT -5
..yep for you..same ole "still growing" signs. Acne will pass soon. Follow the cravings if you can tho'. Another good months will have you settle about 1.4c (even tho' you'll swell up to about 1.7). Then you can say GOODBYE to fenu headaches! Wen' |
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Post by mr1982 on Sept 25, 2008 16:17:50 GMT -5
When do your tops grow in? It seems like I just can't manage to grow any tops, so looking at my boobs sideways, they look rather odd.
I have missed most of this week of doses as I have been so busy and tired that I just can't manage to take them, and nauseous, especially in the morning, but I have also battled some sinus pressure so that could be it too. Now that things have slowed down I have started back up. So all in all I only missed about 3 days. I seriously am not stressed over it, I figured that since I have started back it I should be okay for the most part.
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Post by Wenonae on Sept 25, 2008 21:37:42 GMT -5
Your tops should start filling up abt 2 weeks from today.
It'll take about 2 months for 1c to fill-in (if you never take another pill).
Wen'
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Post by mr1982 on Sept 26, 2008 5:58:07 GMT -5
Yes Wen, but I'll still lose a good portion once the herbs are out, and I am just not ready to enlarge only to lose again. It was hard enough the first time!
Anyway I don't have to worry too much as I am going to keep taking the herbs, and hopefully grow a little faster then if I wasn't taking them, and then after my next bottle which is giving me about a cycle and a half, I should have completed the 3 cycles I had left anyway, and then fingers crossed, hopefully won't lose a huge amount of boobage. I don't mind NOT being a full c, but would def. like to stay a very nice full b if I can achieve it.
Current without bra measurement: 33.65
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Post by Wenonae on Sept 28, 2008 13:27:02 GMT -5
Yeah..I may not have explained enough. For you- taking the pills does not speed your BE up..just the amount you end up with. Also, when you stop the pills, you'll still continue to grow for about 2 months afterward. That third cycle after you quit is when your breasts will settle the 0.3c smaller. Right now you'll end up a medC (settle to a smallC) if you don't swallow another pill. As you're already doing, I'd just finish up the pills you have. You'll then have enough to settle about medC/fullC. Wen' |
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Post by mr1982 on Sept 28, 2008 16:38:42 GMT -5
Okay, I am kinda confused - let me see if I get this right....... pills does not mean faster growth - just size - this makes sense. If I finish up the bottle I have right now then I should end up with a med/full c once settled? And a small C if I stop right this minute and call it a day? If I go with another bottle, then would I end up a full c? or is that the med/full c? I would really like to settle at a bout a small/med c to be honest. I def. would like some tops, I think that would help their appearance a whole lot I think right now I am sitting at about a small/med B, but def. not a full B yet. Sorry that I am so dense, perhaps its the weather causing brain fog - |
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Post by Wenonae on Sept 28, 2008 17:44:57 GMT -5
Okay, I am kinda confused - let me see if I get this right....... pills does not mean faster growth - just size - this makes sense. If I finish up the bottle I have right now then I should end up with a med/full c once settled? And a small C if I stop right this minute and call it a day? If I go with another bottle, then would I end up a full c? or is that the med/full c? I would really like to settle at a bout a small/med c to be honest. I def. would like some tops, I think that would help their appearance a whole lot I think right now I am sitting at about a small/med B, but def. not a full B yet. Sorry that I am so dense, perhaps its the weather causing brain fog - Yep, you've got the understanding overall. To settle at your desired size of med c WITH small c tops, finish up this last bottle of pills. I know you'll be too happy to drop the fog that fenugreek induces! O! and if you go with another bottle, you'd settle a smallD with fullC tops. Wen' |
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Post by mr1982 on Sept 29, 2008 6:01:33 GMT -5
Well I def. don't want to be a small D. I am vain, but not greedy, and that was never my goal to begin with, so I won't be starting that next round of pills, but I will finish up at least the bottles that are open, except once I am done with the RC, I will stopping the fenu, whether the bottle is empty or not. No more headaches for me!!! Other News~ Cellulite seems to have lessened by about halfish, not quite what it used to be, but am wondering if age might play a factor now Am not really worried about it, as cool weather is coming, and I won't have to stare at others seemingly perfect legs. I love jeans, and cords, and other pants too! and am learning to love my new found caboose, which is a genetic thing, but hey at least now I will have some boobs that will balance me out right! Will start walking and thigh toning once I find the energy and motivation to get my act together. I want to be toned, yet still soft, so its going to be pretty mild excercise, mainly because I am lazy by nature. |
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Post by mr1982 on Oct 3, 2008 9:16:58 GMT -5
I am getting anxiety again, not sleeping, and am overall quite moody, and I am really beginning to think its the herbs, as when I didn't take them for those couple of days I was doing rather well, and feeling rather normal, but now am back to just feeling......................really off.............I have 9 days left of pills, and feel like I should take them, but then I don't want to feel like this, and then I wonder if its just from having a break for a few days that my body has to once again re-adjust to the pills.
To top it all off, I am really nervous and torn. Although I look forward to no more pills, I am really nervous that over the next 2 months will I really grow to a C-cup as right now I am not quite a full B. Yes I am happy with what I have, so I am not worried about not really growing to a C-cup, but am really hoping for that full B, and I am also worried about majorly shrinking once I stop the pills. I am just so confused and overwhelmed, and tired.
I feel like a crazy lady, I am just missing all the cats
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Post by Wenonae on Oct 3, 2008 17:44:12 GMT -5
lol..lol "the cats".
Yeah- the fenu is just the blues for u:(...and yes you're having to re-adjust a little bit. If you can just do 2 more days of it..just finish up after that on only the RC and you'll be sane again and still be medC settling size.
Wen'
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