MRs Routine

[mr1982]

May 23, 2008 15:44:44 GMT -5 mr1982 said:

mr1982 said:

starting measurements:

Bust: 32.5 with and without bra
Below Bust: 28.5
Height 5'6"
Weight 120lbs.

Current Measurements - After Day 5 - May 23rd

Bust: With Bra: 33.25
Without Bra: 32.5
Below Bust: 28.5
Weight 118 as of today, usually lose some weight in the summer and gain it in the winter, about 5lbs. never really affected my boob size though - butt size on the other hand .......

Measurements were June 17th:
Bust: With Bra: 33.25
Without Bra: 32.5
Below Bust: 28.5
Weight 118

Last Measurments noted were on July 21st - 33 without bra

Monthly Measurement Update - August 30th
Bust: With Bra: 34
Without Bra: 33.35
Below Bust: 29
Weight: 125 +/-

Measurement Recorded - September 26th
Bust: Without Bra: 33.65

Measurement Recorded - November 4th
Bust: Without Bra: 34

Current Measurement: February 4th 2009
Bust: With Bra:
Without Bra: 32.5
Below Bust: 29
Weight: 125 +/-

I should point out, that although I have shrunk, my boobs are still perky, and round, and very much look like boobs. I still have very little uppers, if any, but do have a good bit of bottoms, which is why I think they look like boobs. I feel better having measured, as now I don't feel like I am crazy, and this would explain why some of my bras just don't fill out the way they had. I have no bra measurement, but will update it later. I don't feel like putting one on to measure, so I'll do it when I change this evening.

At this point, I am probably going to start back up with the same amount of pills I was taking as I seemed to have gotten some gains from it, but am losing them now I guess. I am going to go off the information that Wahaika (sp?) posted about the phases, and continue through the summer. If by the end of the summer/fall, I still have not noticed a huge difference, then I will end my BE journey and just be thankful that I at least have something - and then I will put all my time and effort into positive body image - because at this point - I really don't have any.

[rei]

" :> that sp help was sent to MR yesterday. should notice something in about 2 days time."

[mr1982]

No real changes to report. Have some normal monthly swelling, but to soon to really tell if anything will stick. Am filling out my b bras though so that positive.

I will not be starting any new NBE program. Since my last post my health has taken a nose dive for the worse, and I have been diagnosed with having some heart problems. It is still undetermined what I have exactly, but it is causing me to have chest pain, arm numbness, shortness of breath, and extreme fatigue. I have some tests that are waiting results and am working with a cardiologist at the moment, but these things take a little time.

I figured at this point, there is no reason to have nice boobs, if I am not well enough to enjoy them - I am not willing to put my health at risk, and fear taking anything that is not approved.

[mr1982]

My boobs have shrunk to almost a full A. They did not swell this month. I have also lost about 10lbs which may or may not have anything to do with my smaller boobage. The poundage that came off, may or may not be related to the fact that I can barely eat because of all the pain I am in. The pain is still from my heart, the diagnosis, not so great.

On the plus side, my boobs are looking like boobs, and not flat pancakes. I am alive to enjoy them . And there is more to life then boobs. And I am going to enjoy life now.

I have decided that all the money I would spend on pills and all the time and energy, I am going to use to buy things that make me feel happy and more confident. Because I dont' need a huge rack to be confident in who I am. I just need to be confident. The last month has taught me alot about self worth, and I now see the big picture, and that is I want to see my kids grow up.