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Post by mr1982 on Jul 12, 2008 6:50:23 GMT -5
Boobs are firmer then they have been in a while. And unless I have gone blind, I would have to say that my stretchmarks on them are turning pinkish. I haven;t measured as I don't feel like getting discouraged. I found I am having a hard time wearing bras, not because they don't fit, but any close pressure on my boobs hurts, even some of my halter tops that I can go braless in, are bothering me, yet I can't really wear a t-shirt without a bra - in public anyway. I am back to having those weird lactating feelings again too, as well as a new breakout in pimples, which I haven't had in a while.
I would have to say that overall the shape of my boobs has become very nice, and even from the side I am pleased, they actually look the way boobs should. Now if they would just get a little bit bigger - I feel like I am doomed to always be in an almost A bra for the rest of my life.
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Post by mr1982 on Jul 14, 2008 6:37:16 GMT -5
Have seemed to developed some sort of bowel problem the last few days. It started two nights before my last post, but I figured it was something I ate that sometimes effects me, most of the time not. Yet it just seems to have gotten worse. After consulting Dr. Google, I can only figure that its some sort of IBS, whether from stress, or something I am eating. And right now it could be anything. So starting today I will be cutting everything out of my diet and very slowly adding things back in, which even means herbs, as I am not sure if I have developed some sort of reaction to them, which wouldn't make sense since I have been on them for months, but maybe its just system overload. Anyway I am going to be pretty much fasting until this clears up, as it is quite painful, well not necessarily fasting, just eating very bland foods and veg's and fruits. If it goes on too long I will go so see a dr., I just don't like going - ever. My biggest fear is its going to be some sort of gluten allergy, or wheat allergy, or something that pretty much elimates all the good things I eat periodically, or something major that will need surgery or treatments like cancer. *sigh* to top it all off today I awoke with a migraine and blurred vision from it, I am seeing odd shiny shapes out of my left eye, which is great since I have a billion things to do, which includes driving, but I also don't have any other way to get some of the fruits and vegs I need, since I need a trip to the grocery store anyway. I tell you when it rains it pours.
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Post by Wenonae on Jul 14, 2008 10:53:58 GMT -5
Have seemed to developed some sort of bowel problem the last few days. It started two nights before my last post, but I figured it was something I ate that sometimes effects me, most of the time not. Yet it just seems to have gotten worse. After consulting Dr. Google, I can only figure that its some sort of IBS, whether from stress, or something I am eating. And right now it could be anything. So starting today I will be cutting everything out of my diet and very slowly adding things back in, which even means herbs, as I am not sure if I have developed some sort of reaction to them, which wouldn't make sense since I have been on them for months, but maybe its just system overload. Anyway I am going to be pretty much fasting until this clears up, as it is quite painful, well not necessarily fasting, just eating very bland foods and veg's and fruits. If it goes on too long I will go so see a dr., I just don't like going - ever. My biggest fear is its going to be some sort of gluten allergy, or wheat allergy, or something that pretty much elimates all the good things I eat periodically, or something major that will need surgery or treatments like cancer. *sigh* to top it all off today I awoke with a migraine and blurred vision from it, I am seeing odd shiny shapes out of my left eye, which is great since I have a billion things to do, which includes driving, but I also don't have any other way to get some of the fruits and vegs I need, since I need a trip to the grocery store anyway. I tell you when it rains it pours. Well..might as well toss in 2 more cents to aid what you found out from Dr. Google.  Re: the bowel issue- I don't get it's any type of cancer, you're not reacting to BE herbs, it's not due to any food you ate. The fruit and veggie diet won't rid your system of it. What I do get is that it's a bacterial infection of your large intestine from something you drank (believe that?!). To get rid of it (b/c it was a spiritual attack) you can either drink 1/3 cup of Holy Water one time, anytime during the day (I can help you make some) OR you can take 3000mg of Calcium for 3 days at nite right b4 bed. ..yeah, there's some merit to saying blessings b4 consuming food..it's to prevent episodes like this. But I still get caught now and again myself.  Wen'  |
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Post by mr1982 on Jul 14, 2008 13:10:16 GMT -5
Wen - what could it be - all I drink is basically water and hot tea in the morning every morning for oh the last 5 years, and its the same brand of tea - some lemonade although I haven't had any all week until Sat. because I was craving it. And then I was drinking some Pepsi once my stomach started to painfully tear itself to pieces, its the pain that is really getting me more then anything. I am trying to rack my brain of what I could have had Tues/Wed, as this started Wed. night and I can't come up with anything out of the ordinary. I was at my girlfriends for dinner Tues, but I drank water, and this isn't the first time I drank water at her house. My house is filtered to the T, of course now that I think about it, the filteration system was cleaned out on Mon, so I wonder if as it was flushing itself, I got something?  ?? I just don't want to keep drinking water it is that caused this. The pepsi is from a can, as I don't drink enough of it to go through a bottle at a time, half the time I only drink half the can and then it goes flat................................ on the plus side my boobs look really good, it could be because I am starting to be able to count more then my normal amount of ribs, but I like to think that its just because my boobs are actually boobs!!!! See when I die from the pain, at least they will say I had some nice boobs for nursing 2 kids!!! |
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Post by Wenonae on Jul 14, 2008 14:17:48 GMT -5
Wen - what could it be - all I drink is basically water and hot tea in the morning every morning for oh the last 5 years, and its the same brand of tea - some lemonade although I haven't had any all week until Sat. because I was craving it.....on the plus side my boobs look really good, it could be because I am starting to be able to count more then my normal amount of ribs, but I like to think that its just because my boobs are actually boobs!!!! See when I die from the pain, at least they will say I had some nice boobs for nursing 2 kids!!! ;D about the boob-improved look..gotta love some progress even if it's just recovery at this point. The short answer abt "which is was" I got it was the water. Simply put- it was poisoned spiritually. So don't worry abt changing anything or whatever. It was an isolated circumstance. Said a prayer of protection abt food for stuff you eat at home. One for outside home...it wouldn't be effective. Too many places to eat out there!! Wen' |
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Post by mr1982 on Jul 15, 2008 6:28:06 GMT -5
So should I just let it pass through or do I still need to do something? I am a little confused, and I also don't understand the whole "spiritual attack" bit. My symptoms have changed a little bit and now Dr. Google says I have some sort of parasite like worms, enough to freak me out and pretend like I don't know what he is talking about. I have decided it is better NOT to aks him about your symptoms and the answers you get are just plan gross. Anyway my symptoms in some ways have gotten a little better, I don't wake up feeling as though I am going to have my stomach ripped out of my belly button, but its still quite uncomfortable and my bowels aren't quite right, although according to Dr. Google, it means that whatever was in there is passing and the rest of what I am eating is just passing through too fast as my system is trying to heal itself - hence the fatigue. Anyway I won't be around too much today I have a funeral I need to go to ~ and no its not my own |
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Post by Wenonae on Jul 15, 2008 7:35:45 GMT -5
So should I just let it pass through or do I still need to do something? I am a little confused, and I also don't understand the whole "spiritual attack" bit. My symptoms have changed a little bit and now Dr. Google says I have some sort of parasite like worms, enough to freak me out and pretend like I don't know what he is talking about. I have decided it is better NOT to aks him about your symptoms and the answers you get are just plan gross. Anyway my symptoms in some ways have gotten a little better, I don't wake up feeling as though I am going to have my stomach ripped out of my belly button, but its still quite uncomfortable and my bowels aren't quite right, although according to Dr. Google, it means that whatever was in there is passing and the rest of what I am eating is just passing through too fast as my system is trying to heal itself - hence the fatigue. Anyway I won't be around too much today I have a funeral I need to go to ~ and no its not my own About the spiritual attack thing...no sweat. To help get your body back to normal..just follow the recoo for the calcium above. Otherwise, you're looking at 8-9 days to get back to normal. Wen' |
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Post by mr1982 on Jul 17, 2008 10:49:30 GMT -5
The cellulite I mentioned a few posts back, has not seemed to disappear, in fact it seems to have gotten worse, as its spreading to new areas. I am not sure what this could be related to, as I know cellulite is a results of many things, but am seriously wondering if it is a reaction to the Red Clover or Saw Palmetto as I have read they both can cause some problems.
In other news I seemed to have developed that sore spot in my armpit area again on my left boob. Boobs also are very firm and sore, with what appear to be a whole bunch of hard spots, instead of just one big hard disc. Not sure if those spots are lobes or what, but am positive on the soreness.
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Post by Wenonae on Jul 18, 2008 8:41:57 GMT -5
Hi MR- Eeks abt the cellulite! As far as I can assess, the cellulite worsening is FAR from being attributed to the RC or SP (although it can do that to some people). O! That stomach issue isn't allowing your body to process stuff correctly, so it's wigging out. So it seems the calcium will fix that right up. At this point, you only need 2g at nite b4 bed (1 cup of H20) for 4 days. In fact, when you first had the issue crop up, 1g for 1 nite would have melted that small build up away. Learn something new... BTW, the hard spots are lobules which are fully-filled. Once fats fill in around them..they go back down. Wen' |
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Post by mr1982 on Jul 21, 2008 11:32:14 GMT -5
I think AF is coming, not sure as I have never spotted before, and my boobs didn't swell up like oranges this month. I think this is because of the whole stomach issue going on. I think its starting to pass, probably with the help of the calcium, as I am finally able to eat without being in pain, that I actually feel horny again - which believe me is a big deal since my post a few weeks/months back. I am beginning to think that whatever is going on, had been going on for a while, it just all came to a head.
I am hoping since my boobs didn't inflate like they had been, then they shouldn't deflate either - I am not asking, just putting it out there. In the past they have enlarged up to 34inches, and this whole month they have been sitting pretty steady at 33, and that is without bra measurement, I haven't bothered with as all bras are hurting and with those armpit pains back it makes it worse. Still pretty lumpy as well and tender. The feel hugely engorged too. So right now I am very confident, if they don't manage to grow much larger but look like they do right now I will be rather pleased - of course I am hoping to get a little larger, but am okay currently.
I can't tell you about the cellulite, I am brushing, but have also stopped dressing in front of the mirror for a while - its just too depressing, I figure what you can't see won't depress you right!?! and I don't ever wear shorts so no big deal. And *gasp* I am back to looking pregnant, but its okay, really it is............I love being confused with pregnant women. I am so bloated its terrible - probably related to everything going on, by now my poor hubs realizes that I am screwed up and he just wisely keeps his mouth shut - gosh I love him so much, almost makes me want to sing.............but I'll spare you the agony, my kids on the other hand.............
Of course if you have been reading my posts, by now you will realize that tomorrow I won't be as cool about all this as I am right now. I seem to be on some high where the world is just dandy, and then I crash, and crash hard.
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Post by mr1982 on Jul 25, 2008 14:26:57 GMT -5
As noted, I have hit my low. My boobs have also deflated, but not. They aren't as firm as they had been, but they aren't saggy or small, just odd looking, I don't even know how to describe it as its not something I have experienced to this point in NBE, really odd. Also it looks like I am starting to gain upper boob, but really weirdly as there seems to be a stretch in the middle where nothing is going on. about 2 finger above the nip and then once past that area is where new growth looks to be happening, or I am growing pecks in my sleep Boobs are very tingly, itchy, especially around the nips, and achy like they are swollen, for all the aches and pressure though you would really think I was sporting some watermelons right now  I think some of this AF related. AF is really off this month. I seem to have a day of spotting, a day of heavy, a day of spotting, then heavy, and today is heavy - also the cramping is back I seem to battling lots of headaches the past few days. I am unsure why this is, but I have had them pretty much everyday almost all day...............will see how that goes, this too could be F. related. It appears that my stomach thing has completely cleared up, bloating is just about gone, and the cellulite seems to have a faded a little but is still present. |
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Post by Wenonae on Jul 25, 2008 17:44:57 GMT -5
Hi MR- Wowsas. Well, the boob funny thing, the pecks, etc...are all due to fats starting to move to breast area from your rear region. Glad the stomach thing has calmed down, but now the AF probs...those are all spiritually related (blocks). I can give you a hand w/ resolving it. Last, but not least that STUBBORN cellulite...it's also now spiritually linked, too. You believe that?! Once addressed..it should finally begin to dissipate starting 2 days from now..and 98% gone an additional 3 days from that. Yeesh, I thought I had an "X" on my back for spiritual issues. Interesting to see others going thru it too...even if not to the same extent. Prayer request sent and has been acknowledged. Questions abt the details..PM me. Wen' |
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Post by mr1982 on Jul 26, 2008 9:25:45 GMT -5
Hey Wen, I don't really understand the whole "spiritual blocks" - so is that going to make a difference with resolving it??? It would be easier for me if I could just have instructions like: massage area 2times daily for the next 30 years and it might go away Will the fats from my neither regions also be coming off my thighs??? I seem to have gotten alot of little extra junk in my trunk that I would gladly trade for boobs At least then I wouldn't need to buy some new pants to fit my new assets, as that seems to be the only thing growing with my routine - also a family thing- I tell you if my boobs ever caught up to my trunk, then I would truelly have a figure to die for...........*sigh* one of these days I'll get out of this A cup........................ |
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Post by Wenonae on Jul 26, 2008 12:53:44 GMT -5
MR-  sorry...but no getting around the whole 'spiritual' thing. It's just actions which relate to your soul, etc. If they were not addressed- no can do BE- period. If it were as "massage boobies"...I def would have sent you along your merry way. But at least I can give a hand...and it's no sweat off of your back. Just letting you know....even if maybe it's not "clear" 'cause I'm doing it on your behalf. About your thighs, nah..won't be much coming off there for BE. But there will about 1.2c worth coming off your bottom (these cells aren't filled yet, so won't be much reduction in the rear ). Hope this clarifies!! Wen' |
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Post by mr1982 on Jul 26, 2008 18:56:18 GMT -5
OKay Wen, you'll have to PM me as I have no idea how. I'll see what it involves and we will go from there.
Crap I was hoping to lose just an inch or so off my thighs..................guess I'll just have to work on toning them harder.
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