I am Broken

[eternalsky]

hello girls..

I know I had previously wrote about problems about my boyfriend and me.. but I had to talk to someone about this thing too..

My boyfriend of 2 years broke up with me out of the blue....through a message on my mobile phone... and he told me had stopped loving me 1 year ago...........but didn't tell me anything. He let me believe everything was ok...telling me he loved me...and in the past year had my first sexual experiences with him....

I called him, in utter shock and despair asked him why.. He told me "come on, you should have seen this coming." And I cried...I cried as I never did...cried my heart out...but he remained there, cold and distant as if he couldn't hear me cry at all.

How could he have hide such a thing from me? Why letting me believe everything was ok when in reality he didn't love me anymore? And why, why on earth doing intimate things to me when he did not want to continue with our relationship?



I feel betrayed...

He took my innocence away...a part of me I can never take back...

I cannot trust anymore...

I don't even care about BE anymore..everything seems useless now..



I am Broken .

[withlovetess]

I'm sorry to hear about your recent experience...breakups are NEVER easy -- whether expected or out of the blue. I don't think you should give up on anything that is important to YOU because he is gone. One day you will heal and you'll regret not making yourself happy because of him. I hope you're feeling better.

[eternalsky]

May 24, 2010 14:03:35 GMT -5 withlovetess said:

I'm sorry to hear about your recent experience...breakups are NEVER easy -- whether expected or out of the blue. I don't think you should give up on anything that is important to YOU because he is gone. One day you will heal and you'll regret not making yourself happy because of him. I hope you're feeling better.

Thank you Tess for your sweet message.

I do feel better now; we talked a bit to sort it out and now we can both move on.

Thanks again