help!

[et]

nothing's worked for over two years... carefully dowsed routines, massages, strange rituals to no end - at best all i've gotten was temp and fickle swelling that went down as soon as i discontinued the herbs, or else ate the wrong thing, or else thought an unhelpful thought.
i don't know what else to do. i am incredibly discouraged. as the event rapidly approaches that two years ago i was almost certain i'd have at least reasonable size breasts for, it becomes more and more clear that i'm stuck with being flat-chested. i don't even want to take part in the event anymore, to be honest, just because of this one stupid, ridiculous issue that's caused me such anguish for such a big part of my life.
perhaps it cannot work for me. it is very painful right now to give up on the hope i've had of changing my situation for the better.

[Wenonae]

ET-

I'm so sorry it's been a bummer ride.
Lemme c what I can help assess. First, you're in Group 2 (26 of 28 days you can dowse correctly. So, be sure it's a good dowsing day). Second, you've got like 14 spiritual blocks. 11 of them are spiritual voicemail (messages from angels or spirit guides. I think I've posted on here how to retrieve them, but I'll PM a link for reference).

I've mentioned this before, but if one's spiritual issues are not addressed, then a lot of times BE, health issues just aren't improved no matter how many pills you swallow.

Hope this clarifies. I don't have perms to help you get your voicemail...but take you're time and work through them. The last blocks, I don't have perms to help you with either, but I know it'll come to you after you pick up your voicemail.

Wen'