New plan...Wen or anyone else, can you dowse me?

[ladyoftheshadows]

Hello all

My growth still seems to have stalled, so I dowsed a new plan. If someone could doublecheck my dowsing, I'd appreciate it

Here we go:

b complex once a day (covered by my women's vitamin)
l-tyrosine 4 times a day * 250 mg each dosage
l-arginine 4 times a day * 500 mg each dosage
vitex 2 capsules a day * 500 mg each

I think I got everything. Also, does anyone know where I can buy l-tyrosine and l-arginine? I'd rather not buy online, because I don't want people to ask what's in the packages and what I'm using it for lol.

Thanks

[Wenonae]

Hey Lady'...nice to see ya. How's it been growing?

Anyways, yep I match you.
Shop in any pharmacy ,GNC, Vitamin World, health food store, Vitamin Shoppe for the L-tyro and L-arginine.

Wen'

[ladyoftheshadows]

Thank you Wen I've got my amino acids now and I'm ready to go

[ladyoftheshadows]

Wow, so yesterday I had a mini-crisis. I work as a tutor at school, and this freshman with HUGE boobs and tiny waist and a tight shirt came in and was being tutored by someone else. I've been pretty good through this whole BE adventure, for the most part, but yesterday I just really flipped my sh!t. It was like, here I am busting ass to grow, pouring in time money and tears, and I haven't had any significant growth in almost two years, and this little chicky (that's not the name I thought, lol) comes in, just naturally with exactly what I want, and I was just so mad and felt like it was so unfair. I was steaming, and I was a little short when she asked me for help (I apologized and said I was having personal problems, but I still helped her with her paper). Then after work I went to the bathroom and cried, kicked a stall and hurt my foot lol, not a good move. But I just wanted to get it all out so I could continue my day, but I was still upset. Then I got home and slept for about 10 hours, which I do when I get upset.

But now I think I've gotten myself back on a more or less even keel, and I didn't even try to dowse until I got myself back in check. So I dowsed and tried to get answers as to why I haven't had any significant growth for about the past 2 years. I know it's possible because I grew quite a bit when I first started out. This summer I actually grew about 2 inches, and it stayed even after my period swelling. But I got the flu, and combined with my normal low appetite, I didn't eat a lot at all for about a week, and when I last measured, those inches were gone

So I was so close to just saying eff it, I'm done with this, but I know I can't just let this go. And I was reading the last few posts about how Wen suggested that we need to keep up hope, which was just what I needed to hear, so thanks for that

But anyway, after dowsing, it seems that my herbal routines haven't been the problem. It was the emotional blocks I had (not feeling attractive and wanting to repress my sexuality, which my pendulum said that I've overcome, and I hope that's right, especially after yesterday). But the biggest thing was not eating enough. I have no idea why it's so hard for me to consume at least 2500 calories a day. I know a lot of it is because when I have a lot going on, I have a low appetite, and can't eat if I'm really focused on something. I know Wen said elsewhere that an average growth rate is 1 cupsize every 3 months, but I don't know that I've ever had a consistently good enough diet long enough for that to happen. Of course, for some reason I always manage to keep a potbelly no matter how little I eat and how skinny I get elsewhere, but that's a discussion for another thread, lol.

So I also dowsed that I shouldn't be taking any supplements/herbs other than vitamins for now, so I'm off of them for now.

But really, could it be that all I need to do is keep away my emotional blocks and eat enough? I did dowse that I can definitely gain at least 3 cup sizes in 12 months if I eat right, but I don't know if I've been influencing my answers with wishful thinking. But I'm not ready to throw in the towel, so I need to figure out why I have such a hard time eating enough. It seems so simple, but it's like I just can't get myself to do it.

Well, that's my mini-crisis. If somebody could dowse to check if my conclusions here are right, if all that's stopping me from growing is eating, that would be cool I'm also worried that if I eat more, my potbelly will grow. I had it even when I played basketball competitively year round and was in the best shape of my life, and even now, I don't eat a lot of fatty foods, and exercise doesn't seem to work. Maybe I should worry about it after I finish growing boobs. Thanks for letting me babble, and everyone, please stay encouraged

[Wenonae]

Oooo, Lady' what a story. A TRIP isn't it? It's like wth sometimes when you see kids or even adults like that...sheesh.

Anyways, as I read- I felt like you really needed something to help increase your appetite. So checking into that- I dowse-confirmed that feeling. You need 2 items- pumpkin seed and rosemary herb. This is 55% of your BE right now.

Confirm you're done w/ phyto-herbs for BE. Confirm that rest of 45% of your BE effort is keeping rid of emotional blocks and impedances.

Emotional block/impedance help- mental stuff like hypnosis, reading affirmations, visualizations, etc.

O! about that belly. None of the fats there are for BE . So you really could lose that. A good colon cleanse will push it down a lot. You can do a gentle one by eating a ton of fruits one day, then veggies the next..as detailed here: en.wikipedia.org/wiki/GM_Diet in Days 1-4. You REALLY need to get that done. Don't do those other 2 herbs above while you're doing that GM diet.

Wen'

[ladyoftheshadows]

Thanks, Wen...once again you're the calm voice of reassurance. I was seriously bugging out for a minute there lol

I talked to my mom about the appetite issue and the cleansing diet (I didn't tell her about dowsing or my whole BE efforts, because I'm not sure she'd approve, and I'm living under her roof). She definitely has been concerned about my eating habits, so she was happy that I'm trying to address that. Not so receptive about the colon cleansing, though. She said she wants me to talk to a doctor about that first, and since we're in a very bad financial situation right now, we're kind of down to eating whatever is left in the house right now, which isn't fruit and the stuff I'd need for the diet. However, I'm already hatching a plan for how I can do this. There's a pretty nice store near school that has good supplies of produce on hand, and since I'm out most of the day, I can stock up and eat some good fruits and veggies during the day. I've been good with my money lately, so I should be able to swing this

Thanks so much for your advice, Wen. You're a life saver

[microberry]

ladyoftheshadows,

Your story really hit home with me!
I live in Sothern California, where, I swear, every woman has either naturally large boobs or fake ones. I made it a point once to look at every woman I saw during a day and seriously, there was non...except me who was smaller than a full C cup. That really brought me down.
Sometimes I really am ok with how small I am. I have a wonderful husband and non of my past boyfriends ever seem to have a problem with breast size. I guess that’s why they were my boyfriends LOL! One even said once, and I’ll never forget it, that my breast are the perfect size, “they fit a champagne coupe”...that was the sexiest compliment I’ve ever gotten, made me feel very sophisticated back then ;D

But that was then and now I seem to feel the Sothern California pressure of large boobs. I get angry too when I see these young teeangers with D cups...the frustration just rises.

So, hey, that didn’t help your problem, but know there are others out there that feel just like you do!

[ladyoftheshadows]

Wow, microberry, I definitely can relate lol. And thanks for adding that POV. At least I'm a bit luckier, because it's not as much pressure here in my part of the East Coast. But seriously, you must be pretty strong to be confident for so long, with all those other plastic chicks walking around. Like Wen said, we just gotta keep on keeping on, and soon all the SoCal chicks will be jealous of you, because yours are real

[microberry]

Thanks ladyoftheshadows,

I hope you’re right, wouldn’t that be nice

Good luck on your journey!!!