wired backwards

[teatowel]

I've been trying more EFT type techniques to clear my natural negativity, but none seem to be working. As a matter of fact, while working with my personal energy field (polarity and such) I seem to get opposite results. For instance, techniques meant to energize me, leave feeling down and tired. I tried reversing my polarity, but that didn't seem to help. (Got really depressed instantaneously after this...twice.) I have also found when dowsing, I sometimes get opposite results. I'm thinking of doing everything opposite of what P tells me....next on my list of things to try.

Things I have "tapped" on include:

self hate, inability to visualize big breasts, weight gain only in thighs, inability to grow bigger breasts, caffeine addiction (LOL of course after I tap on this...I want a cup of coffee immediately!), fear of growing up, fear of breast cancer, etc.

I would just give in and say none of this stuff works for me....but things do happen.....just not the things I want.
So what is going on?

Any last ideas would be helpful. I'm only sticking with my herbal/pendulum routine another two months if nothing more happens. My thighs can't get any larger, without my breasts catching up. I gained another two pounds....all cellulite. Its getting ugly around here.

Thanks. tea

[mansi]

hi tea,
yup herbs do cause cellulite. your best bet would be to start body brushing (believe it or not, it really really helps, even though the result is very slow, but worth it).
and exercises too.

once u r off herbs, may be all the cellulite would go.

Mansi