Newbie- manly, but motivated! Intro/Questions

[littleAndro]

Hi Everyone!

I’m here for the same old reason: I want to help out my poor runt boobies. I feel sorry for them. It’s not THEIR fault their so small! I have a warrior type body, so I have big feet and a big ribcage and big ankles and a strong chin… where are my womanly parts to match, d**n it?!!

I am 20 years old, and my body is a constant struggle. When I work out and watch what I eat, I can keep my weight under control. People who look at me don’t realize I’m not naturally a twig but collect fat very easily. The problem is that I collect fat fairly evenly. I get a fat face and fat arms and a fat stomach and fat thighs, and YES, fatter boobs but not THAT much fatter. When I work so hard to feel comfortable and confident about my weight, what LITTLE I had of breasts when I am rounder COMPLETELY disappear. I can’t fill out a top to save my life… even of the small sizes.

I also have a bit more testosterone than most women, which means, besides a little plucking of the chin and waxing of the lip, I have more muscle tone. I love this, but… without breasts or a really plump booty (another wish of mine) I thank god for long hair and make-up, lest I be confused for one of my brothers!!

Having larger breasts would mean a lot to me. I would have more confidence, obviously. However, there’s a little more to it than that.

First of all, my long, long term boyfriend is a boob man. He’s always looking at other women’s voluptuous bodies. His ex-girlfriend had amazing DD breasts, and I accidentally happened upon a journal entry (it really was an accident!!!) where he had described her breasts as perfect and said nice things about mine but didn't neglect to mention their puny size. She’s in our friend group, so unfortunately I have to see her all the time, and she’s always catching the attention of the men, including mine, with her goddess body. While the entry certainly wasn’t vicious and was none of my business in the first place, it still really hurt my feelings nbecause I knew it was true. I want him to stare at me; not other women. Every time he touches me, I can't enjoy it. I would let him do it for him, but on the inside I was burning with shame knowing how physically inadequate I am for his taste. I ruined my diet because I wanted larger breasts so much… at least something for him to grab onto. So now I’m plumper, but like I said, I still don’t come close to voluptuously sexy, and I’m unhappy with my extra flab.

It's important for me to mention that my boyfriend is very kind and supportive, and I have no quams about his ability to be loyal. This is my issue. I want bigger breasts, so I can feel more sexy for him and for myself.

The second reason is that I have an upstart career as a musician/model (I’m actually extremely nerdy, contrary to the stereotypes this might conjure). Yet, I have trouble actually getting work, or finally signed, when I either have no curves or too many… almost there, but never quite sexy enough, for my boyfriend or the public. It’s very depressing… I don’t want to give up the things I love because the world likes looking at prettier people than me. It’s no secret that prettier women have a much higher likelihood of success. And now I’m worse off, anyhow, with the extra pounds that I gained to please my boyfriend. ARGH!!!!

I can’t seem to be in shape and healthy, and also look like a woman at the same time. I LIKE to be athletic. I just hate looking in the mirror.

I will not get implants. I do want a solution, though, and this site inspired me, gave me hope that things can change. I have a few questions that I will definitely ask soon, but I wanted to first off introduce myself.

SO… my first questions are…
*You guys HAVE had success, right? How much success? I am young and poor and hope to not waste my money.
*How come it seems relatively few of you actually use BO? From what I’ve read so far, that seemed to me to be the best bet for BE and I was ready to order some until I happened upon your site. I see that most of you either use Greenbush or follow your own herbal plans. If you aren't very thin, does BO not work as well? This brings up more questions…
*I read that the herbal plans are not very effective, basically tricking your body into lactating, which isn’t significant growth and is temporary. Is this bogus? How does the BO differ in method?
*Is it okay that my hormone levels are a little crazy? Should I go back on birth control to “normalize” myself?
*Does BE interfere with birth control?
*When you say you want me to post my picture, do you mean my boobies or my face? (I can’t believe I just typed that on the internet and was serious!)
*I can not believe that subliminal message CD discussion! Did anyone try it to confirm that woman’s claims? THe site looks silly.
*I want to lose weight again. Should I wait until I lose weight, or if I use BE at the same time, can I keep at least some of my breasts from shrinking even if they don’t grow?

I would so appreciate your advice. I feel like there is so much to learn, and it’s so nice to happen upon a site like this where the women are very informed and intelligent about their investments. I realize that these questions will probably be answered with further research, especially at Fawn's site. Regardless, I can’t wait to hear from you!

littleAndro

[mominator]

[glow=teal,2,300]Welcome to the Board! ;D[/glow]

Not everyone on the board has had success, but those that have, averaged 1-2 cups sizes. Mind you, not all worked as quickly as other's, each has a different hormonal balance, so finding that perfect combo takes a while. Some just get lucky! ;D

I just tried BO...did NOT work well for me. Caused more problems with my PCOS. But other's have had success. Again trial & error. I also gained weight from it. I just seem to do better on herbs.

As long as you are not a new mother, or recently finished nursing, lactation is NOT a problem with herbs. The idea is to MAKE your body think there is extra estrogen so it takes the natural estrogen and deposits fat in your boobs. ;D It is NOT producing milk...not sure where you read that. Some women who recently finished breast feeding have experienced milk production.

BE has not so far affected anyone's B/C, at least not on this board. Or that we know of.

A "pictorial" diary of your BE development is nice for your own records. Some choose to post pics to give other's hope. You do NOT have to post pics of your boobs. If you want to post a pic of your face...go for it! ;D They are limited to "members" only, so only WE get to see it.

If you are going to loose weight, do it BEFORE BE, but don't try to loose TOO much. Since breasts mainly consist of fat & glands, your body will require some bodyfat to aid in your success. To stop shrinkage...you could use BE supplements to maintain what you have already...just don't expect "growth" until you've lost the weight you want. ;D

GREAT Questions btw, hope I answered or almost answered all of them. I am sure other's will have some advice for you too!

Welcome to the board!

[lilbra]

hi little andro,

Your introduction is sooo touching, it reminds me of meee!!!!!!!
The boyfriend that says "your (flat) boobs are good while staring at others's big boobs", the need of make up and nice clothes to feel more feminine, willingly getting fatter just to gain some fat on the chest area that may be confused with boobs... well, i went through all this!
i began herb pills, tea and massage cream 3 months ago, it seemed to work since i've gained approximately 1,5 inch , though it wasn't visible gain...
Since it worked for me, i decided to go on a diet to be able to fit a small size again and let others see my real boobs and not some store fat!
Right now i'm trying a hypnosis method without any herb supplement - it's been a week so no bug results yet, maybe some fullness.
you can check my progress, just like those of the other girls on the progress section,
happy growin' and keep the faith!
lilbra

[LadyR]

Hi LittleAndro,

You've already gotten some great replies from the very experienced ladies on this board, but there is one thing that I felt I had to say to you. You obviously have something very beautiful that attracted your boyfriend to you. Think about what that might be. You may not have the body of his ex, but she is his ex, right? I think that we all have or have had someone in our lives that have made us feel inferior. We always think that if we just had bigger boobs, longer legs, a flater stomach...there will always be someone out there who we think looks better than us. By all means, go for the BE, and best of luck to you. But try something else as well, try to focus on what it is that makes you special to your boyfriend and play that up. Whatever it might be...a good sense of humor, a caring attitude, a good friend to others. Just play it up, for the both of you. Enjoy whatever it is that is special about you. Then, if your boobs grow big, well, it's just a plus, instead of it being everything. Know what I mean? Good Luck to you.

[sm]

Hey littleAndro!! Your story is so much like mine! I'm 20 as well and am an actor. It's so dang hard to get into this industry w/o having what they're looking for. I also have HUGE problems with being casted due to lacking that "certain look". Well, it's hard being an actor of a minority that goes unrecognized in North American media right now (I'm of East Indian and Guyanese/Carribean descent but grew up in Canada).
I'm pretty flat and I was for the longest time tempted to save up for implants. I tried herbs before and they never worked (probably because they were a commercial blend) but, like you, I came across this board and was inspired once more.
As for your bf, I know how that feels too. I just broke up w/my bf a while back because of the different direction my life's taking me (I'm moving and my life's never really consistant right now because of my career goals - also, I needed to focus more and stop worrying about what he thinks); but he loved me for me. Needless to say, like you, I never felt completely adequate because I already felt the way I do about my chest (and my lower abdominals, thighs..the whole deal).
I would have to say, though, that I'm doing this more for myself than my career or future lover(s). My future lover, in my opinion, will be there for me and not what's on my chest (I have this outlook on things mostly because I'm used to not having much there!) and as for my career, I can only hope that things will progress and not stop suddenly because of the fact that one day, people will notice during a make-out scene or something that I'm not endowed...that bridge, however, I have yet to cross and don't want to bother concerning myself with it right now. I'm just doing it mostly because I feel like something's missing...like I've been denied what's supposed to mine. It's almost like some bizarre phantom syndrome.

Anyway, as for your career. Don't worry about not being signed on for something because of what you look like. A. you could lose out on a gig because of something as simple as you reminding the employer of their ex and, B. I'm sure you know it's VITAL to have confidence in yourself. You are your own product and exuding confidence is the key thing in any sort of audition or try-out. I know it's easier said than done but us industry folk have to remember we have to be the ones to love ourselves and pick ourselves up at the end of the day because no one else is better suited for the job than ourselves. You obviously know you have a gift or else you wouldn't be aspiring to do what you're doing so have faith in knowing you have your talent and sell it with confidence and security since you, like so many people around you, know that you have something to share w/the world! You may even want to try a new angle at promoting yourself...for example, I'm moving to another city that's more renowned for it's entertainment industry. You don't have to do this but I do find surfing the web for fellow entertainers can give you some good pointers and fresh ideas.

Much love,
Stormy