Looking Back

[hydeandseek]

its been a long time since i've visited this board. i just want to say to all the ladies out there on nbe, please be thankful for waht you've got---be it boobs, health, marriage, family...whatever, just be thankful. i have been thru a living hell over the past year, my life has been turned upside down by my abusive ex-husband and nbe is the last thing i even think about now. sure i still see some picture and think "d**n, i want her boobs", but my life's problems are far more pressing.

i'm now am ex-marathon runner, a bad knee injury has sidelined me indefinately. i took for granted how lucky i was that i could get up everyday and go running and not be in constant pain. i tell you, right att this very moment, i'd trade what boobs i have just to be able to run again. i used to resent my running becuse i knew it stood in the way of nbe, now i'd take a flat chest anyday to be back where i was before. i can pad my bra, i can't heal my knee. i'm scareed becuse i do'nt know i need surgery and i can't afford a doctor. my ex-husband got everything in the divorce, even with an abusive situation, the court let him walk away without giving me a dime.

i think sometimes when you really have it good and do'nt know it, you take it for granted.

i hope i didn't offend anyone out there who is working so hard on their routines, i know i was there once, but just look at yourself and be thankful. love yourself, what ever size breasts you have.

[Wenonae]

How sad ! But truthfully, the best revenge will be living well in spite of all of this.

If you can't afford a dr., try muscle testing to see if you can help your knee regenerate properly of if it's even possible.

Perspective is truly everything....so I def agree in saying to those whom boobs has become an obsession, there is a lot more to be grateful and thankful for vs. ungrateful.

Wen'

[Wahaika]

hydeandseek,

What kind of knee injury did you get? What damage was done?

Wahaika

[hydeandseek]

Hey Wen! thanks a bunch for you support. i've been resting my knee for a while now and it is getting better on its own, but i don't know when i can get back into running and if the pain will return.

wahaika-- i really don't know what kind of injury this is, maybe tendonitis...nothing happened to cause the injury, it just kinda developed over time. becaus of my personal situation i had to start running in my neighborhood on the concrete, which i've never done before and i think months of that caused the prob. this happend to me once in the past and once i switched back to a softer surface, all probs went away. so, i'm resting my knee, icing it and it is improving but i still have some pain now and then.

thanks bot of you guys for your support. i hope everyone is having great luck with their routines.

lotsa luv!

'hyde

[fawnmarie]

Oh - I definitely agree. I have to admit that one of the reasons I DON'T frequent this board as much as I used to was because it occurred to me that there really IS so many things that are more important in life.

Getting your mind right is one of them. If you have your mind right - it doesn't matter how big your boobs are - you'll still be a sexy beast. Being happy and grateful and yourself 100% all of the time is the most attractive thing in the world. Bigger boobs don't mean anything if you hate yourself or think you're less than perfect to begin with.

Hyde - still be happy and grateful, despite the knee injury and the money situation. Take what you've learned from the crazy ex husband and be grateful it's behind you and you've learned to be careful with your knees. You may be meant for something else in life now.

Everything that happens to us, good or bad, makes us who we are NOW. Despite the fact there's been some very LOW and very BAD points in my life - yes - THAT bad - I would not change what it's made me for the world.

Fawn