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Post by adryx on Apr 19, 2008 11:52:24 GMT -5
Oh ... i got a theory  ...as to why the cream...or massage ...or just thinking im growing is working I havent treated my body very well since I got to teh US... didnt care o make the jet lag go away asap... slept about 4 to 5 hours a night for about 2 years or so while in highschool (it was nice because i got to study, therefore good grades...and i'd read for pleasure at night)...but that wasnt good at all ... also i had gained 6 lb singe i cae here...and my mom (used to seeing skinny romanian girls everywhere back in europe) encouraged me to go on a diet (this happened during the time i wasnt sleeping much)... all this started happening when i was 14 and 1/2 ... and i havent gown height wise or anything since then... I have seen/ hear of cases where children were abused or mistreated, that did not develop right for their age (19 y o looked like 13 yo boy)...and once they were taken out of their enmvironment they grew in 6 months as much as tehy should have grown in 5 - 6 years  so maybe since i didn't take proper care of myself...and now i am because of BE... + my mindset... its working Also i think i mentioned this before... when i was a little over the age of 17...i massaged my small side for almosta month... and i could see results... i stopped for some reason...and i also lost more weighjt since thats it  |
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Post by adryx on Apr 21, 2008 8:29:54 GMT -5
wow ... how could i manage so many typos? i need to stop multitasking sorry abt that ummmm...AF... AND i slept 10h/night this weekend... kept feeling tired... and my eyes were baggy...so i took a 3-4 h nap too without beauty-results haha i still dont look my best *shrug* |
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Post by adryx on Apr 24, 2008 10:26:21 GMT -5
ok..."wasting some more space" today This is day 5 of my 3rd cycle since i started BE. Observations so far: 1) when i look down or in teh mirror, "teh girls" look too spread apart ...like this / \ haha . The way I see it, it looks like they both filled in a little on the sides but up towards the armpit. I'm not sure the bottoms filled at all. I haven't worn a bra, amost at all, during these 3 months ...maybe thats why they're so spread out The point is: i look like a goat 2) About the small aureola on the small side... It now looks like an ellipse (used to be round and small). It seems to have spread towards the armpit and down a little, not on the inside and not down directly below. Suppositions: My weight seems to have stayed the same although I've gotten no more than 5 h's of sleep during the week, and abt 10 on Sat and Sun; In teh past 2 weeks ive also been through a jar and 1/2 of nutella though; on top of my daily food intake . i know its bad, cause its chocolate; but it has nuts in it too... if it made me gain anything it went to my chest Speaking of bad stuff for the girls... i had a cappucinno yesterday before my test. Bad adry! Acne: I have never...EVER had so many pimples. I'd get one or two every cycle but now its crazy. Im using reg soap bar for face in the morning, Biore's facial scrub cleanser w/ acetic salicillic (sp? too lazy to look, aftr all the sing IS about 4 ft away ) before bed, Biore's warming blackhead cream cleanser ocasionally, AND bezonil peroxide (sp?) when i first get the breakouts (or 2nd day sometimes) directly on individual pimples ... Also I never had pimples on my body and chest... well now i do -- I'm not complaining btw... its just funny, i now realize i had a pretty nice puberty ... and i always manage to put chocolate on my clothes when i eat nutella I just ate another 3 oz or so of nutella while typing this. All i had since 8 am has beed a glass of milk and nutella staright from the jar *Making some soup now* Ordering another tube of mirifem/FP next week sometime. Last time it took just a little over 2 weeks to get here. It doesn't really look like i've used very much of the 1st tube now. I actually "sat" it right for 3 days or so w/o knocking it over so i guess it all drained towards the bottom/base. I might actually get through the next two months with just this tube Ok...off to nap now...cant function anymore. Good luck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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Post by adryx on Apr 26, 2008 20:27:53 GMT -5
Aerospace is sucking the life out of me... more like mechanics classes... so um... i'm in an awful amount of stress right now... I dont know if ill grow anymore... boobs are the least of my priorities now i'll slap on some cream hopefully 2ice a day im glad igained a lil weight from nutella...cause since thurs i havent eaten much...and havent slept...and my pants are falling off... i'm getting better though ..um yeah...wish me luck...i really messed up  ( |
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Post by adryx on May 19, 2008 10:58:03 GMT -5
oh wow... its been quite a while....i've been stressed out with exams and sick and just under a lot of pressure... I dont know if i made any progress well this is day 2 of 4th cycle...putting a little cream on both girls now once a day... best to you all ( oh yeah ...summer school ) |
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Post by adryx on Jun 15, 2008 12:56:27 GMT -5
Day 1 5th cycle. Sorry i have not updated. i crushed my right toe, and didnt go to the doc's till 3 days after etc etc...
my big side is definatelly bigger..but im not sure about my small one it seems kind of the same to me. which auguments the difference between 'em even more. still applying on right side only...still got maybe 2 months of mirifem left in the tube haha.
..last cycle... i startedben really sore on day 12...and it lasted till yesterday -day 29
well..happy growing to you all
take care
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Post by Wenonae on Jun 15, 2008 18:19:40 GMT -5
Yikes about the toe!
Keep at what you're doing. It'd be great if you could get some more protein in your diet because the fat cells are there, just need to be filled. Take care of yourself!
Wen'
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Post by adryx on Jun 19, 2008 0:40:26 GMT -5
thanks wen ...im trying, but b/c of lack of AC, all i feel liek eating are salads, soups...icecream and bagels and yogurt lol
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Post by Wenonae on Jun 19, 2008 9:03:44 GMT -5
Heh, by no means should you fight your food cravings. But if you can throw a scoop of whey protein powder into a fruit shake, your yogurt, ice cream, or juice- then do it There's lot out there which mix well with dairy or juice. More than one way to skin a cat. Wen' |
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Post by adryx on Oct 28, 2008 9:12:46 GMT -5
allright so i'm back in the game sleeping about 7 h's a night and nap a couple days a week ( i stopped rubbing the pm cream on this summer since i was pulling allnighters like crazy and couldnt aford to deal withe the extra estrogen symptoms so far... its like my big one grew somewhere around .5 cups, maybe a little less ...small one... it swelled when i was doing the routine but none of it remaines....so unless im going crazy, now tehre's even a bigger difference haha i have been snacking on liver pate and canadian bacon latelly...but did not use and BE suplemnts ive been having so much acnee, even though it has been months since i stopped the pm, i have acnee worse tha when i was pubescent other than that, i'll be in school for another 2 years and one semester ... work is piling up at the office...im trying to get a nuclear certification and ...oh yeah i gainedweight 110 lb now love to all of you and good luck |
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Post by adryx on Oct 28, 2008 21:58:37 GMT -5
uuuhhhh i take back what i said bout oral contraceptives i still have teh full jars of FN EPO SP WYand 1/4 pm ceam from full potential (mirifem) and a whole lot of femagis if i'm going to give it another try at the risk of getting unwanted results again  , i guess i might as well use what i have here Question: does anyone know any exercises that i could do to firm only ONE of my breasts ? 10Q |
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Post by adryx on Nov 3, 2008 0:13:20 GMT -5
apparently i was applying the mirifem/fp cream on the small one doing the massage the wrong way, which is believed to decrease the size- which, i guess would explain it not growing , while the big one (which i left alone) grew a little due to the phytoestrogens naturalremedysite.blogspot.com/2007/11/increase-cup-size-in-30-days-with.html (read through the comments at the end of it too ) let me know what you guys think bytheway what does it mean by "inwards"? (would that just beexplained by clockwise on the right and ccw on the left?) i won't do anything but drink planty of H2O and sleep until i get a vacation, but wanted to share this...my boyfriend found it |
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Post by Christa on Nov 4, 2008 2:29:50 GMT -5
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Post by adryx on Nov 12, 2008 23:35:35 GMT -5
thanks christa this worries me a little... im in the AF...2 more days ...ive only hurt during luteal so far but today my big one started hurting again.... nothing for the small one ive been doing a couple circles the right way on teh small one a few times through the day here and there...i bought a hair brush, which i use to brush my legs and oh boy! my legs dont hirt at all teh next day...i couldnt find vit K-1 at gnc or vit world so far ill keep looking when i have time...but the boobies worry me...i cant have the big one grow anymoe...aaaa....going paranoid lol...i hav not used anysupplements or creams since summer....sigh... any oppinions? |
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Post by adryx on Nov 17, 2008 21:20:06 GMT -5
i think the small one's catching up ... a little swollen on the side.... hopefully teh bottom will fill in soon too thats it for my update today ...im doing my best to post as many details and as often as needed, so that if i do have results one day, everyone can see kind of what i went through...and if it doesnt work out nicely, maybe they'll know what not to do best to y'all |
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